So here I am on blogspot! I read blogs on this website constantly but I've never made one thinking that it would suffer the same fate that my livejournal did. But since I have a lot of free time in my nocturnal state of being, I suppose now I can find the time to sit back and type up the goings on of my day.
So I've made this blogspot to record myself getting myself back in order. I'm fine in my current state, but I'd rather be better than "Eh, okay"My life as it is is kinda drab. And its me falling into a pit of failure to say the least. So I think that if I'm on here talking myself through the days of getting myself up and running again then perhaps I will stick to it rather than just letting it all fade off.
I'm sick and tired of saying that I'm gonna get my shit together and that I am going to make changes in my life for the better, doing them for a few days, and then forgetting. I will make sure not to forget this blogspot. I figure that after so many times of typing that I did nothing, and I'm not doing anything I'll get sick of it.
So here I am. I'm 16, I'm a film maker and a photographer. I have little to no self esteem, and I can be incredibly paranoid and self conscious. I'm in eschool. I love eschool, but it has its effects on the adolescent and can cause them into repetative days of nothingness. I'm changing that. I'm currently groovyfying my room. I'm trying to get some clothes to make me feel better about myself. That also requires me not beign a fatass so yes readers I'm gonna try and get rid of this mass of flab that has surrounded my skeleton for as long as I can remember. I shall be a moo moo no more! And hopefully this blog will help. it will be like the person that I have to answer to at the end of the day.
SHOOP DA WOOP!
Peace and Love! Love and Peace!
-Ally J
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